A sacred space in an unlikely place
November 28th, 2007 by JulianaOn the early Saturday morning of November 17, approximately 40 other volunteers and I gathered in a parking lot in Chino. We excitedly introduced ourselves to one another as we loaded pick-up trucks with the baked goods we made (or bought), freshly prepared tamales, bottles of soda and water, and all other supplies necessary to make a feast a success. We all understood that it would be no typical fall feast – by any means. In addition to spending a full day with 40 volunteers who were virtually strangers, there were approximately another 30 strangers waiting for us once we were debriefed one last time on reporting inappropriate behavior, the “no-hostage” policy, and passed the metal detectors. These strangers were 18 -25 year old young men and, wards of the State of California’s Hemen G. Stark Youth Correctional Facility.
For many years now Jimi Castillo, who is a Native American Spiritual Leader for the Department of Corrections and Rehabilitation, has invited friends and community members to join him and the young men he serves for a fall feast celebration. His goal is to gather as many wards as possible with people from the “outside” to spend some quality time with another – in the spirit of love and peace. The young men who serve their time there rarely get such an opportunity. The wards live in an environment of intolerance and violence at the facility, and family or friends infrequently visit most of them. Jimi invited me to be of this special day, along with “Kick” actress DeLanna Studi. She and I both happily agreed to attend.
As part of the day’s events, Jimi and the wards sweat together in the early morning in a traditional Native American sweat lodge located on designated sacred ground at the facility. In the sweat lodge, a ceremonial sauna, the men pray over hot coals, side by side, and heal in the spiritual refuge for a couple of hours, at least.
This year, when the men finished sweating, all the volunteers entered the sacred space and greeted the wards. We were permitted to embrace them there - a small action that demonstrated our love and compassion for these young strangers. With introductions and greetings complete, we all got started organizing the feast. A series of long rectangular table were formed in a straight line – a buffet station of sorts – featuring the items we brought to share. For the first time ever, fresh buffalo ribs were BBQ’d in the space while women gathered and made fry bread. Others danced and played drum or listened to the flute player while conversing with a new friend. I decided to help make fry bread, an adventure I had never undertaken. All in all let’s just say that I am grateful for the fact that fry bread is indeed FRIED and that during that process, almost anything looks and tastes good!
Finally, it was time to eat after all the preparation was complete. Never has it brought so much pleasure to my eyes (a sentiment shared by many other volunteers) to see people enjoying their meal. Plates were stacked high with all of the delicious treats, which even included homemade venison chili! Almost all the young men passed me by as I worked the dessert station saying they would be back later. There just wasn’t enough room on their plate!
So, we ate and we talked, and many of us ate again and talked some more. I could feel the warm fall sun starting to set at that time. A harsh reminder to me, and I also imagine to the wards, that the special occasion would soon be over.
After some time was spent presenting gifts to a beautiful Maori family who came to join us from New Zealand and who shared with the group stories of success and failure for them as the indigenous people of their land, the event shifted back to the wards. They were then granted the opportunity to give gifts to people they connected with over the course of the day. Their gifts consisted of handmade necklaces and beaded medicine bags they made over the course of the year. I was presented with a beautifully colored necklace by a young man who was only 54 days away from his release.
I was incredibly touched by the whole experience and really look forward to participating again next year. It was amazing to help make many young people’s day a great one –filled with love, peace, laughter, and good food – all indicators of what a healthy, happy life can contain and hopefully just a taste of what awaits them when they finish serving their time and go home.
Check out photos from the fall feast taken by The Daily Bulletin here: http://dailybulletin.mycapture.com/mycapture/folder.asp?event=375210&thispage=1 target=”_blank”
































